F i x a t i o n D r e a m

You, you & you .

fixationdream — Tue, 07 Aug 2007 00:34:45 +0000

06.08.07

I’ve had such a simple day, but sometimes the most simple of days turn out to be the absolute best. I went to my favorite spot of my room, my bed. Took my beloved laptop out and decided to listen some music. Curling up in there with cup of tea and right kind of msuic can make you feel diferrent than few minutes ago. It is my remedy.
Life really is so simple if you can just shut out all the unnecessary noise in your head. If you let it get the best of you, you end up insecure, depressed, & sad. You have to switch your whole way of being & find a way to be optimistic in life.
Otherwise what’s it worth… Everything that surrounds you is there by choice. You create the world you live in by choosing your friends, your music, allowing your living space to be Zen & flowing or dark & depressing. Your outer world is a reflection of your inner. I’ve my moments to stop and think thru my life. What I have and what I don’t. What is something I will be letting myself to express, what would I do to let my dreams come true.
I found myself the way I never did before. I had little momet with myself, so I could think it thru. Clear my head. Be me with myself. And I had the best time. It is funny how you can find new sides of yourself & learn something new from yourself.

So, it’s just simply that If you don’t except you & understand who you are…nobody else will either .

- May – 3:29

fixationdream — Tue, 07 Aug 2007 00:30:56 +0000

Thoughts in my mind forming into words and sentence, slowly floating into something written down .

- May -

July

fixationdream — Tue, 03 Jul 2007 21:21:26 +0000

06.08.07

• Chris Brown – Nothing But Love For You

Summerjob = over, Freedom, School.

Whey, who would have guess that time would go this fast?
Not me, for sure. But it did and I am glad. Got thru that hell, called summer job.
It was just hell, nothing else to discribe it. Not for me, no more.
I am done with it. If I don’t get any other job next summer? Like hell I would do it again. Never ever.
Anyways, get to relax for week, before school starts again. Yup. One week and we’re back on the same old, same old.
I am actually waiting for it. Need some kind of rhythm in my life again, if that means school? I am game.
- May – 15:16

03.07.07

• 30 Seconds To Mars – Capricorn

Fixation Dream, Hennie & MCR, Boredom
Today was extremly boring. I didn’t have fun in the work cos all it seemed was that I was feeling dizzy. Not good.
F.D was born, yay. Finally a blog which I can handle and like.
Hennie was today on her long waited MCR gig. I hope she had the blast, which I believe she did. C’mon now. Billy Talent was the supporting act. How cool is that?
Beyond cool.

- May – 0:18

Words Of Wisdom

fixationdream — Tue, 03 Jul 2007 21:14:47 +0000

Some words & sentence which are said by me or someone else.

One-shot Fics

fixationdream — Tue, 03 Jul 2007 21:14:04 +0000

One-Shot Fanfiction.

All by me & me only .

PlayList.

fixationdream — Tue, 03 Jul 2007 21:13:17 +0000

A list of songs & bands which are the it for me at the moment.

Lyrics

fixationdream — Tue, 03 Jul 2007 21:12:25 +0000

Some lyrics & Lines of songs which are really dear to me.

30STM -

Beatiful Lie :

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
(Different)
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game

R-evolve :

Defy yourself just to look inside the wreckage of your past
To lose all you have to do is lie
The policy is set and we are never turning back
It’s time for execution; time to executeTime for execution; time to execute!

Music & Lyrics

fixationdream — Tue, 03 Jul 2007 21:10:27 +0000

Here little something about one of my favourite subject.

A d m i r a t i o n

fixationdream — Tue, 03 Jul 2007 20:32:32 +0000

The one person who is worth of calling my bestfriend.

Hennie

fixationdream — Tue, 03 Jul 2007 20:15:56 +0000

H e n n i e

This is the girl. She’s my beloved best friend. I lov her from bottom of my heart.
We met each other thru amazing word of internet, yup.
Thnks to Th.co.uk [R.I.P]
May’06 and since then we’ve been best friends & going strong.
We’re so alike in some stuff & share stuff we both lov so much. She understands me the way I understand her.
I am actually really proud of her. She had many dreams just like I do and the biggest one is the singing.
She’ll be a singer & you guy’s out there will hear about her.
Mark my word.
She is sort of person who can piss me off so badly that it makes me to beat the shit out of her sometimes.
*laughs*
But that’s why she’s such a doll.
<3

Henn’s
LovLovLov

T h o m a s K a u l i t z

The Idols
P!ink, Gerard Way & Frank Iero